Laogong Name's Hidden Meaning.=)
| What Tankwolung Means |
 You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home. You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic “Type A” personality. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life. You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip. People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them. You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts. You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it. You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator! You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life. You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you. At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself. You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way. And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life. You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it. You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life. You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone. Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs. |
Precious you
12:17 PM |
My Name's Hidden Meaning.=) Quite True.
| What Sumwaikwan Means |
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way. And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life. You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it. You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated. You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want. You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way! You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts. You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it. You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator! You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic “Type A” personality. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life. You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip. People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. |
Precious you
12:16 PM |
Thursday, October 23, 2008
Random.
Went interview for my final semester's internship with laogong and Fong Ting last Thursday. Hotel Istana takes us as employees. I will start my internship next year 09th of February. Miss Ruby, from Hotel’s Human Resources department requested us to appear ourselves sharp on morning 9am to their department on that day. Happy~ I was so nervous day before the interview, luckily Miss Ruby was so friendly. My diploma seems liked going to end. After fulfilling the internship, I will be graduated from Diploma. I can’t manage to further my study based on my family’s status.
After the interview, we went sg wang. My purpose is to find mummy for lunch together. Laogong and Fong Ting went with me. End up we didn’t get mummy to lunch with us because she’s busy on her works, but I packed her lunch for her.
A happy walk. I get two clothes.*wink wink*^^
(P/S: Actually much happier that is because laogong was holding laopo’s hand on his own initiative the whole way. Hehe. This have to *wink wink wink wink* more.^^)
We went from there to home by around 3pm by metro bus. I sat with Fong Ting and laogong sat alone. About five to ten minutes later, laogong shift to seat which behind us. He did talk with us along the journey back to home. When we reach to Pasar Seni area, a bunch of Malay boys get into bus, sat beside laogong. After one or two bus stand, they get down; we didn’t found any wrong on that time. Then, laogong asked me, where’s his handset. We knew thing was getting wrong, flash back to the bunch of teens, the phone is confirmed stolen. 13-15years old, they were so dare. Si xiao hai, 死小孩!!! Really hate them much. Hmph!!!
I was so… The next day is laogong’s birthday. Laogong still smiling at me, but I was just so mind about laogong’s feeling. Sigh. The worst Malay kid, wish so much to whack on his head.
Went laogong’s house on last weekend, spend two and a half days with laogong and his three sisters. They are treating me well, three of laogong’s sister, laogong’s daddy and laogong’s grandmother. Laogong went out 3 times with his friends in 2 days times. Laopo was left at home. (Feeling worst actually.) I am liked bringing inconvenient for laogong. I’ve cried and fell asleep. Maybe, I shouldn’t go again? Uncle’s “Why you didn’t go out along with kwolung?” I don’t know to answer, I am just liked stun at there and laogong’s 2nd sister did answer for me, “She don’t know hokkien.” I was feeling… =’(
Laogong laogong… =’(
Result was out also. I managed to pass all subject but not with a flying colors. A- for Housekeeping Management, B for Restaurant Management, B- for English for Hospitality Industry, C+ for Principles of Management and Human Resources & Food Preparation I and C for Food and Beverage Control.
Spirit spirit~ where are you? I must work harder this semester and I really meant to be.
Precious you
10:22 PM |
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
我想为家里找一丝丝的光芒。。。却心有余而力不足。。。
真的，很苦。
Precious you
10:10 PM |
Saturday, October 11, 2008
Hard Time.
More and more stepping into the community, more and more I wish to step backward. More and more know about reality, more and more I doesn’t wish to regain consciousness.
Daddy told me when he was still alive, he said, there’s a mirror placed right at the entrance of a museum (I’ve forgotten which country), written on the top, the most horrible animal in the world. It’s true. Daddy taught me a lot of life’s lesson, he leaded me to the right way; he taught me never insulting people just for self benefits. My good daddy, he is not with us now but will be always stay in our heart.
Mummy hand injured and recovering, she work with hurts rather than begging peoples to help. She is happy when I and brother were with her. She was feeling a great loneliness when brother and I not in. She fell sick, absent from work today. She fell asleep in living hall when I was doing my stuff. I stare at her thinking a lot of things when I realized she slept, worrying about her health. I was so afraid to lose her no matter under what condition. Unconsciously, I fear she fall asleep beside a proper sleeping hour as she always said that here and there not feeling well. I don’t know what I am fear but I am feared (maybe, I know). I am really feared.
I am exactly under depressed. Payment bill was out, RM2090, 20th of October will be the deadline, my Public bank account still left RM 800++, my salary was under payment for 4months plus, I asked my agent, she said get back to me, with no news, I am waiting, PTPTN last payment haven’t get into my account. Result will be coming out on 18th of October, resit fees increase to RM75/subject, I am a self-confident left out person, I expected to fail more or less 4 subjects. Mummy told me, house rental haven’t pay, water and electricity bill was always owing, her living fees was not enough and bla bla bla… I am as weak as water, helpless. I wish to hide in a small corner which no one can found me. I wish to cry actually but I seems liked don’t know the way.
I just hope everything will be getting well soon.
Precious you
12:08 AM |
Friday, October 10, 2008
F.R.I.E.N.D.S.
From the very first till now, I am still treating every friend of mine with a sincere heart. Unfortunately, I get a lot of hurts because of my simplicity thought. I get a lot of hurts from reality. I confused to hold on my trust on people. Why everything seems to be so bore some?
Why? I don’t know.
I really hate gossip, trouble maker, liar, backstabber and faker as well. I really hate. Why there must be those people in this world? Ish… Why can’t be kind people all around the world? Is it only selfish and realism people can make a living in this world? Why must covered self with an ugliest face? Sigh…
I just don’t wish to care, don’t wish to know, don’t wish to talk, don’t wish to fake and don’t wish to stoop to compromise things which aren’t right. I just want to be myself. I am tired.
Precious you
10:07 PM |
Thursday, October 09, 2008
about my pig daddy.
这个人对我来说，扮演着一个甚是重要的角色。他去国外升学了。他出国前，我在应考，没见面。
他，在05年的聚会前，担心‘他’会出现而令我很难过，给了我一种很被保护的感觉。
他，在05冬至我想爸时给了我很是温暖的安慰。
他，在06年我‘他’的开始，替我忧心。可是，还是祝福了我。
他，在07年头，我‘他’分手了，陪我，让我倒在他肩膀上哭。
他，在我去服兵役的前一天，来我家陪了我一个晚上。结果，在客厅的长櫈子睡着了，我起程的那一天还陪了我去吃早餐。
他，在我07年的生日，为我学做蛋糕，可是没成功。那份心意，我早收到了。
他陪我走过的日子甚多。希望他一直都好好的。
猪老豆，祝福你。
Precious you
10:18 PM |