colorful & happiness
when thing come to it's end, it will really end. it is end, in a formal way. obviously, it is end. the story end, fade away. the feeling are not 'alive'. christmas, i am able to pass without tears. the date, i am able to stand without you. everything, i am able to go on without your accompany. i am able to live, WITHOUT your promises. i am fine. FINE enough, strong enough.
there are less than 3 weeks goes to final. stress me enough. i cannot sleep well for this few weeks, and i did know very well i am not going to have a good sleep or even nap after this. i am totally ran out of confident for my account. i know nothing about it, how i am going to examing with it? =( how?
there are still other subjects, how i am going to manage with it? i am afraid, i am worry. there are still two presentations have not go. lecturer on MC. prepared nothing about it. sigh.
between, there are still something worth for celebrate. our house having a good news.=) kai wen, add oil harder ya. our family are always here for you, supporting you.=) all the best to you. you can do it!!
Precious you
1:01 PM |
Monday, December 24, 2007
brand new de clover. 2008.
x x x
today 26th already, i am standing strong now. i am fine? past that is past. everything end. that is a foot stop there.=) i am cheer. hope that there is no any sadness after the point.
worm. i like the feeling with you by my side.=) hope everything run into the right way.
アイラブユー。
那是我爱你的意思.
Precious you
1:39 PM |
Sunday, December 23, 2007
每逢佳节倍思亲
Precious you
11:35 PM |
不再有你的圣诞节(21.12.2007)
挑一张夜诞卡写上满满祝福的话
地址写的是心底
你能不能收到它
天有点冷风有点大
城市宁静而喧哗
这一个冬天我得一个人走回家
问自己习惯了吗
没有你每到夜里回声变得好大
有没有什么好方法
让寂寞更听话
你最近还好吗
是不是也在思念里挣扎
你说会记得我
还记得吗
你最近还好吗
忙碌吗累吗心还会痛吗
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快乐出发
有再多的牵挂都已没有权利表达
旧情人给的问候比陌生人还尴尬
昨天远了明天还长
回忆模糊但巨大
这样的深夜眼泪要怎样不流下
问自己习惯了吗
没有你每到夜里回声变得好大
有没有什么好方法
让寂寞更听话
你最近还好吗
是不是也在思念里挣扎
你说会记得我
还记得吗
你最近还好吗
忙碌吗累吗心还会痛吗
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快乐出发
你最近还好吗
是不是也在思念里挣扎
你说会记得我
还记得吗
你最近还好吗
忙碌吗累吗心还会痛吗
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快乐出发
你最近都还好吗?磷光里看见你像似瘦了憔悴了.我这陌生人的问候, 很卑微.甚至, 不必开口.保重.不会被带到2008.我说的.
Precious you
11:34 PM |
Monday, December 17, 2007
daddy.
account still in blur de leh. *sob sob* tell me how.
i can felt the stress from now on. this semester i does not only aim for passing. but something higher than it. hope i can really reach my goals. have to start my revision le.
since when? i does not really care about my studies. since when? i am not aiming for a good result but just pass. since when? i am no longer crying for my bad result. since when??
daddy gone almost three years already.
where are the baby elephant had been to?
i miss you much.
Precious you
5:19 PM |
爱上了.
^^幸好他在. 把我闪到了一边去.
很喜欢被保护的感觉. 不多想. 就算只是朋友成份的保护也好.^^ 就是很开心. 眼里跟行动的着急, 我珍惜. 一天一天的更喜欢他一些了, 该怎么办?
说好了要找一个爱自己的人, 现在呢? 又冲了个头进去. 无奈的咯~
=) 今天是十二月十七号. 一切听天由命的吧~ 月老公公, 你是疼我的哦? 希望这一次, 一定疼到底.
Precious you
5:00 PM |
Saturday, December 15, 2007
筠的内心. 我的内心. 深处.
敏, 别没事东想西想的. 亲爱的, 你把心事扛得好重好累了吗? 应该, 很累了. 你都频频的在哭泣, 弄得我不知道要怎样了. 疼疼的~要乖哟. 爱你的.傻婆勾勾手, 不哭了哦. 傻婆. =)
我们彼此不晓彼此的过去. 这里是洗洁了一切的静洁地吗? 大家的重生? 掏心的. 我还是不顾一切的掏心对待身边的一切. 若天在明天要倒塌了, 那, 就明天才算吧. =) 真心, 要比假意来得简单轻松得多. 我还是喜欢当回这样的我. 是太傻还是太天真? 这那么现实的一切里面. 我一直相信的, 真的存在着吗? 我希望, 真的. 我相信有天使, 我相信有守护星. 我都相信. 我相信童话, 我相信奇迹. 只是, 我的奇迹还未降临. =) 再积极点乐观点.
喜欢你喜欢你喜欢你. 喜欢得我很想很想大声的说出来了. T.T 怎么办? 无奈. 除了怎么办还是怎么办. 忐忑不安. 似有似无, 若即若离. 好无奈. 我要的踏实呢? 已经块哭了. 我还是那么的不理智吗? 选择自己喜欢的才是幸福, 这是我执着的. 那万一他不喜欢自己呢? 被疼惜, 幸福吗? 那如果不是自己最爱的呢? 那又幸福吗? 为什么幸福那么的难? 是自私吗? 人类就是即贪心又自私的动物.
我喜欢你, 傻佬( 木头人> . < ). 你几时了? 还是我和你的结局依然会逃不过那一样的结局? 想太多. 希望我能办得到顺其自然吧. 希望.
晚安. 美梦. 明天一切更美好.
Precious you
1:33 AM |
2008.. a new life..
i wish i can lay my trust into the past. once again. i sincere hope. maybe.
kei, maybe i have became a stranger for you. so do i. i hope you are having a happy life. when you moving on to kampar? take good care when your family and friends are not along with you. =) good luck.
ni, how are you? everything still fine? be tougher.
peng, fei and ling. thanks for stand by my side all the time. i am totally get out from the past with sincere company from each of you. a long long way. i get over it. i would never bring it to 2008. promised.
this coming Christmas. i am gonna have fun with my new life. =) going to genting probably. this Christmas isn't lonely. i think.^^ and i will sure love and precious it a lot. awaiting for it. =)
all who caring me all the time. i am able to stand. kwan is able to be tough. clover is still alive. encourage me. I WANNA BE STRONG!!!
Precious you
1:06 AM |
Saturday, December 08, 2007
特別給敏的話。^^
我的傻婆。乖乖不哭。對不起﹐我覺得那天我也應該有說錯話的份兒。對不起﹐因為我的大意。對不起﹐因為我無心的忽略。對不起。我沒有丟下你沒有嫌棄你﹔也不會丟下你不會嫌棄你。因為我知道被丟下被嫌棄的難受。=) 傻婆的你﹐你都清楚少根經是我的象征﹐大頭蝦是我的特質﹐傻傻的﹐是我的形像。可是﹐我的心﹐是真的。是你﹐芳﹐霞﹐虹等人讓我再次懂得“相信”的。甜流流的話我都不會講。我只希望你也一樣能夠釋開胸懷﹐讓我們也握緊你。你不孤單﹐大家都會想起提起你的﹐當你不在的時候。那天看你哭﹐真的很不知所措的乜。^^"你笨笨的你﹐那麼多不開心都自己在撐在啃。而我難過的時候你都洗耳供聽﹐嗯。。想想啊﹐不公平不公平﹐哪能我有難你同當﹐你有難自己當咧﹖行不通。=) 所以咧﹐以後﹐有什麼事我都會當你最好的聽眾的。勾勾手。除非咧﹐你不相信我咯。=) 呵呵﹐我也要偶爾霸道下才行^^ 不問﹐不代表不關懷。那是因為﹐我在等你說。你不想講的話﹐問了﹐你依然啞言。我是真的很想念上學期的你和我。=( 何時再現的啦﹖哼﹐我嘟嘴﹐我哭。我這就哭。='( 我們都在無止境的探索﹐新的緣份﹐新的人﹐新的事物﹐這或許就是人生。或許現在說好的永遠﹐都有變質的可能﹐但那是出自內心的沒錯。我真的希望不變質的東西。傻婆愛你喲~你都不會傷害我的。=) 你們都不會。^^好高興噢~別沒事東想西想的啦﹐那麼多耳朵給你用都不用。打給你扁掉啊。blekk~^^好啦﹐我這裡的時間已經快要凌晨了。你要早點睡噢~乖乜~晚安﹐美夢。
Precious you
11:10 PM |
~*~*closer than a friend, lesser than a lover*~*~
Precious you
10:49 PM |
thing which changed.
well. i am here now.
between, there is lots lots thing had happened to me. thing which unexpected. thing which mess up my life. thing which reasonless.
ya, misunderstanding. if you stand straight to say so. i accepted. anything.
Precious you
10:05 PM |
Monday, December 03, 2007
sadness. never gone.
when goh goh can throw away the cigarattes??
sigh.
why mood just gone wrong?
why everything in mess again?
why always get into this kinda trouble?
frustrated.
who knows? i am actually sad.
Precious you
1:56 PM |