genting~snow world~family~laogong~friend
We went there by bus. The whole journey to genting I was thinking of the last time went genting with laogong, then I smile. =) that time we still not yet couple, but then he was the one sat beside me. Destiny leads us together, I cherish what I have.
This trip means a lot for me. Firstly was my family, it's a long long time we never gather for a trip as this time. I love the feeling being so close with gohgoh; know more about bingbing; walk along with mummy; have dinner 5 persons in a table; took photo just as a happy family; mummy was happy to see I found someone who loved me a lot; glad to see gohgoh found a good good girlfriend. Daddy, do you see all of this? =) I know you do. Thing is changing following time, but girl girl now whispering to daddy: can daddy let this happiness last ever and longer?^^ papa knows? Girl girl wish so much to share this happiness with daddy now.
After that, I am so happy having this trip with my beloved laogong. Snow world, another place he brings me to, which I wish for so long. I knew, I do believe, I am so willing in believing you are the one. Words can’t really express my feeling toward you. Love equals everything. You are my best thing ever, Mr. Tan kwo lung. *~*I love you*~*
Then, I was so excited to out with two of my dear friends. My dearest friend, cheau and fui. We were absolutely funny, loveable, happy and etc three friends. Couple together, live together, share together and etc.^^ I love to being with you all. I love. =)
Four pairs for this trip, it was a happy trip; it was a family trip; it was a friend trip; it was a couple trip. This will be my precious memories.
Precious you
9:19 PM |
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
爱
爱是宽恕
爱是陪伴
爱是唯一
爱是永远
爱, 是心疼对方的一切; 过往, 未来.
爱, 是珍惜如今眼前的一切; 之间的爱, 承诺, 对方.
爱, 是努力走向共鸣, 坚韧不言弃.
爱, 是走向永远的桥梁, 只会由浅至深.
爱, 是没有倒退的跑道.
爱, 是一份永远不会放弃的坚持.
爱, 是心跳的原动力.
爱, 是不会被动摇的; 无论什么, 怎样.
爱, 是永远的结合.
我爱你, 陈国龙, 一辈子了.
Precious you
3:36 PM |
My laogong
He is considerate.
He is forgiveness.
He is tender.
He is soft.
He is brave; because he dare to kill laopo most scared de xiu keung keung.^^’
He is always gong gong; gong gong which cheer me always.
He loved me.
He sayang me.
He protected me.
He consoled me.
He accompanied me.
He comforted me when I am feeling upset.
He didn’t force me to positive thinking but then bring me to it.
I guess…
He likes coca-cola; because he always bought it as beverage.
He likes mix rice; because he always chosen it as his lunch.
He likes fried pork; because he did always pick it as dishes once he has his mix rice.
He likes spicy; because he always want to eat spice everyday.
He likes teh ice; because he always has it when mamak.
He likes chocolate.
He likes dark yellow in color’s bag; because he just bought one and has one last time.
He likes his friends; because he always lack of sleep because of the gather with them.
He likes comedy.
He likes his family.
Understanding will be deeper under our lasting relation.^^ laopo trust. =)
17.02.2008
Laopo. =)
Precious you
3:33 PM |
My mummy
That day view mummy from behind, a strong feeling haunted me, wish so much to tears. Mummy showering Colin on that time, remind me of daddy. Colin only listen daddy words last time, but she seems liked can know about daddy’s left. Her treat mummy as big master after daddy’s left, will be only won’t fierce towards mummy.
Daddy lost his work after one of the serious stroke which caused him disabled on his right. He stayed at home all the time and mummy went to work. Daddy became a house-husband. Mummy has not work after married daddy. Since that time, I felt mummy really a superwoman. At the same time, she tired all the time. Once wake, go for work; once backed, dinner and sleep. After a term, we used to the life. Family financial was stable. Unfortunately, another serious stroke haunted daddy again. This time we didn’t meet with the miracle which we met last time. Daddy didn’t awake from his sleep the first day or second day. He is coma. I can’t recall the memories how we able to stand for the one and a half month with facing a weaker and weaker daddy. How could we stand for the pain? The painful which from the bottom of our heart; everyday, every moments and every seconds. In the end, daddy had left us. Can’t stand, can’t stand also, this is the third year. Used to it? Ya, I think. But sadness will be followed the entire life once miss daddy. It is normal besides if daddy is not my daddy. =)
Daddy, you must bless mummy always. Bless her having a health body; bless her to be happy and no worries always. Ok? =) Daddy will be kept in girl girl’s mind forever. Daddy’s baby elephant. Girl girl love you, always will do.
16.02.2008
Baby elephant.
Precious you
3:26 PM |
Sweet sweet valentine.^^
First first plan to go Sunway Pyramid for skate de. End up go there walk walk only, time not allowed, too rush. Laogong accompany laopo walk many shops hunting for purse. T.T cant get laopo’s style, sad sad~ bo energy low battery already. Then laogong bring laopo go those outside skate court de shop kap kap. Blink blink^-^ found my purse~!!! Gold in color de, hello kitty de^^ happie~ yeah ^^v level up up already~ guai guai listen to laogong no matter what^^ laogong also happy happy cause no need force laopo eat eat laopo already guai guai follow laogong go mam mam.
We went to T.G.I. Friday for dinner. Both eat till full full. Time is already 11pm++, plan to take bus back, but then can’t get for the bus after an hour waiting at bus stand. End up laogong called daddy for fetching. First time meet with laogong daddy, a familiar feeling, feel liked laogong daddy is a person as kind as daddy. Miss miss daddy de. Hmm, don’t know how was laogong daddy opinion towards me leh? Good or bad?^^’ if bad le then cham cham liao lo. Hehe.
The next day wore laogong loose loose de t-shirt go mam mam, fetched by gong gong de laogong. Seat beside driver’s seat, laopo sat, felt safe, because laogong won’t let any bad thing happen on laopo de^^ laopo know. Mam mam bak kut teh, klang’s bak kut teh really different from KL de, a lot. After that, laogong fetched go home bring things then go ktm station. Laogong accompanied laopo till KL sentral wait laopo went into bus only left.
Laopo LOVE and APPRECIATE the feeling being protected. And so do this laogong. Won’t let go already lu~^^ muakx~
14.02.2008
Cloverkwan. =)
Precious you
3:23 PM |
13.02.2008 zoo + titiwangsa, eyes on Malaysia
Xing fu mo tian lun. It is a circle, turn and turn without an end. Just as our love, I plenty hope it will be really without an end, till the death set us apart. You are the one for me, you are. I never had this feeling, and you are the only one gave me this unique feeling. I appreciate a lot. I love you, I really do. This is a SURE.^^
I thought that I will never have this happiness after every unfortunate happened on me. But it is a miracle when still believing in it; there can be miracle when you believe. Now I trust, I do really trust in this talked. You seem to be a miracle for me. You are the miracle for me, laogong.^^
Precious you
3:21 PM |
CJ7
CJ7, a worth movie. There is a lesson, a taught for all of the children.
Precious you
3:17 PM |
For laogong~
Hold hold laogong is laopo everyday happy to do de thing.
Hug hug laogong is laopo everyday warm to do de thing.
Muakx muakx laogong is laopo everyday xing fu to do de thing.
Lub lub laogong is laopo wish to continuous do de thing.^^ everlasting.
Long long and long.
Suddenly think of all of this feeling when viewing to with laogong de photo. Laopo want laogong and laopo de photo become more more and more. Kaka.^^ cause laopo felt so sweet every time view to the photo. Gong gong de^^ hehe.
Laopo does not want thing to change, laopo hate. For some of the specific changing, laopo will accept and used to it. From sweet to stable; from stable to another stage… every stage also with sweetness that is the most happiest thing.^^ hehe. Laogong let laopo feeling secure all the way. Laopo will format away the entire sad thing from this day. Save the entire sweet memories sweet things with laogong. Keep it forever. If there will be any accidentally unhappy thing between laopo and laogong, laopo will also erase it.^^ 被你握住是在此当儿最幸福的事.^^ 你成了我最大的喜悦. 一颗心交了给你, 你要握好握牢兼保护哦~^^ 因为~我打算握着你不放了咯. 我爱你. Muakx muakx ^.^
Precious you
3:09 PM |
Visit to the hospital twice in a week
Laogong so funny^^ gong gong go bring along sweet for me to eat those medicine, liked cheating child. Hehe.
The medicine brings me to sleepy. I am having accounting paper the following day, did not do properly for revision, too tired already. So, follow wei peng’s word – resit for A.^^” I do not know can how besides keeping this so called positive thinking. I even slept in the exam hall while the exam is on, leave early for the paper, the first time. Sigh. Tell me how.
I cried actually after left the hall, outside. Then sit at the staircase there until fall asleep with the sitting position. Awake that time the exam is over, saw many peoples once open the eyes, so paise. After that, sight keeps searching for my gong gong de hubby. Really wish to lie in his shoulder to cry at that moment. That was my first time to do that way to my exam paper. An empty sheet was passed up, waiting for resit and nothing can do. At last did not cry, do not want laogong to worry. I am fine. The most resit nia.^^
That day lunch I ate mix rice, home that time I extremely not feeling well actually. Plan to shower already only sleep de, but then end up changed pants already straight away lied down and slept. Laogong accompanied by side till I awake from my “nap”.^^’ It is very late in night already, did not feel any hungrier, straight away go shower then lying again. Laogong reheat de soup also did not drink. When really wake that time already middle at night, laogong went down with friend already, drank the soup continue sleep.
The next day, really oh my god. Not feeling well since awake. Can felt a lot of gas inside stomach, feeling vomit but nothing can out, diarrhea for whole day. Till night I unable to stand for the pain already, so I do ask fui’s boy fetch me to doctor. Arrive to general hospital, have to wait, the time just liked getting long and long, I can not stand for the wait already cause my stomach liked pain till going to break. They send me to tawakal after that. Doctor said he treat my case as food poisoning. Have an injection, lied for almost half an hour, take medicine again, can go home.
Went home, I am still standing for the pain, having paper the following day again. Hectic~ why always get sick day before exam? T.T did badly in the last paper, nothing can do lo~ cheat own self that everything will be okay, the most resit only ma.^^’ sot already.
Went hospital twice in a week. What is actually wrong with me? After the two weeks in national service camp, my digest system got problem till now. Sigh. T.T can I do not make worry? Sad.
Baby elephant.
05.02.2008
Precious you
2:59 PM |