我的十九岁生日.
Seems liked I’ve been left my blog for a term. Today is my day, but I didn’t sleep for the whole night, reasonless. Heart is aching. I wish to know why. I am afraid. I am fear. Or maybe, I know why actually.
You meant the world for me. I afraid to lose, but some one said so, “the more to fear, the more to lose.” I am so flustered. I am fear to lose you because I think I will be hard to go on if without you. I am afraid some day in the future I will lose you because of all my fears. I don’t know what I’m actually mumbling at. I just cleared that I am emo. I wish to cry. I wish to shout. I don’t wish to burden you in anyway. I don’t wish but wish you bear my emo with me..T.T I always hope that you was just right beside me when I am emo. I wish to hug hubby laogong tight tight than ever… I am just addicted to you as the way kids addicted to ais-cream. When you hugging me, I will smile, felt the happiness and sweetness as the kids, once they got their ais-cream. It is a simple happiness.
Actually, I really hate and also afraid the feeling of heart-aching.
Laogong know? Laogong’s shoulder is where laopo can lean and sleep peacefully. Laogong’s arm is where laopo can always lie and felt the warm. Laopo always don’t let laogong get up from sleep just for lying in laogong’s arm. It is the sweet thing.^.^ Laogong’s arm is where which comfort laopo which secure laopo. You’re the happiness which laopo searching for for so long. I am glad because I have you. Thanks laogong for being with laopo all the way.
其实幸福很简单。我爱上你,就是幸福了。傻老公。=)
Precious you
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