Sunday, March 23, 2008
helpless baby elephant.='( papa..
helpless baby elephant.='( papa..
Yesterday I get a bus back to my house. On the way back, there's an uncle sit beside me. He was an uncle with white hair. I did thought of something. ~~~> papa. I wonder to see daddy with white hair. How he will look liked? Wonder and wonder. But I would not get the chance to see. Cause daddy left. He hibernates now. He would not awake from his sleep, forever. Wonder where people will go after left the world. Another world? With peace and love? With no luan no worries?
People really doesn’t know any single thing anymore when can get into hibernate? Why life so tiring? Every week, I hope to get good or happy news when home. But then what will be send into my ears my mind was just worries and unhappy. Why? Is it that hard? I kept my positive mind. But what is actually going on? I was tired. I felt my tired all the way.
~> no money no life <~ this is reality, chasing me. Papa, I did miss you much. Teach me what to do? I dreamed of you, I think you hope to see me with no worries and happy always. What if I can’t stand? What shall I do?
Gohgoh dreamed of something. I worried. He said, he dreamed I gave him a call, told him mummy gone. What is a worst dream? Everything will be fine? Mummy’s health was my worries. She did always claim to me said that she not feeling well with her heart, her breathing problem. Today, she felt her head stretching. I can massage her when I’m by her side. What if I’m not around? Papa passed away under a serious stroke. Under a lot of life’s stress, he got a stroke. The stroke damaged his brain and he passed away. I lost my dearest daddy for a life time. I could never see him anymore in my life. The life’s stress left on mummy. She can stand? I worry high blood pressure haunted her, I worry she will get stroke as daddy last time, I always will do. How to go on? How? How? How? How? How? How? How? How? How? How? How? How? How? How? How? How? How? How? How? How? How? How? How? How? How? How? How? How? =’(
People really doesn’t know any single thing anymore when can get into hibernate? Why life so tiring? Every week, I hope to get good or happy news when home. But then what will be send into my ears my mind was just worries and unhappy. Why? Is it that hard? I kept my positive mind. But what is actually going on? I was tired. I felt my tired all the way.
~> no money no life <~ this is reality, chasing me. Papa, I did miss you much. Teach me what to do? I dreamed of you, I think you hope to see me with no worries and happy always. What if I can’t stand? What shall I do?
Gohgoh dreamed of something. I worried. He said, he dreamed I gave him a call, told him mummy gone. What is a worst dream? Everything will be fine? Mummy’s health was my worries. She did always claim to me said that she not feeling well with her heart, her breathing problem. Today, she felt her head stretching. I can massage her when I’m by her side. What if I’m not around? Papa passed away under a serious stroke. Under a lot of life’s stress, he got a stroke. The stroke damaged his brain and he passed away. I lost my dearest daddy for a life time. I could never see him anymore in my life. The life’s stress left on mummy. She can stand? I worry high blood pressure haunted her, I worry she will get stroke as daddy last time, I always will do. How to go on? How? How? How? How? How? How? How? How? How? How? How? How? How? How? How? How? How? How? How? How? How? How? How? How? How? How? How? How? =’(
Precious you
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