Thursday, March 06, 2008
baby elephant's pray.
baby elephant's pray.
I had found the one for me. I had found what I want. My dear God, please do not take it away from me.
I am afraid. I am actually really afraid about my health. Maybe I've think too much. But that is a fact there only I will be afraid, uncle’s sick. Uncle went for medical check-up under an internal bleeding. When the report was out, he got blood cancer. I am having an internal bleeding same as uncle. Just that it will only be at some time, not every time. When the sometime was come, it will be very often.
I have not gone for a medical check-up. I do not know what I am thinking, but I know I am afraid to lose anything with me now. I will be worry I got any sick with my body, really worry. If anything on me, Mummy will? I will lose something? I had found my happiness, God, you are kind. Please, please ever last this happiness for me, please do not keep this back, and please do not keep this away from me. I please you. Thanks. I would not will to lose him, I would not will to lose this happiness which he gave me hardly, I would not will! I want with him forever and ever, he was the one in my heart who for marry. Maybe my thinking seems to be silly, child, but it is real. I will follow this guy always, would not change. So please, please allow me a healthy body. I will be really thankful.
I do not want to make worry. I do not want to burden mummy. I do not want. I hope everything will be fine. Daddy, you look after me? Up there? Some time, I would confuse whether papa existed before? Whether papa really left me? Whether… papa, you know. I do miss you much much much and much. Every time, I will not realize, my tears dropped. You know.
papa's baby elephant.
helpless baby elephant.
06.03.2008
I am afraid. I am actually really afraid about my health. Maybe I've think too much. But that is a fact there only I will be afraid, uncle’s sick. Uncle went for medical check-up under an internal bleeding. When the report was out, he got blood cancer. I am having an internal bleeding same as uncle. Just that it will only be at some time, not every time. When the sometime was come, it will be very often.
I have not gone for a medical check-up. I do not know what I am thinking, but I know I am afraid to lose anything with me now. I will be worry I got any sick with my body, really worry. If anything on me, Mummy will? I will lose something? I had found my happiness, God, you are kind. Please, please ever last this happiness for me, please do not keep this back, and please do not keep this away from me. I please you. Thanks. I would not will to lose him, I would not will to lose this happiness which he gave me hardly, I would not will! I want with him forever and ever, he was the one in my heart who for marry. Maybe my thinking seems to be silly, child, but it is real. I will follow this guy always, would not change. So please, please allow me a healthy body. I will be really thankful.
I do not want to make worry. I do not want to burden mummy. I do not want. I hope everything will be fine. Daddy, you look after me? Up there? Some time, I would confuse whether papa existed before? Whether papa really left me? Whether… papa, you know. I do miss you much much much and much. Every time, I will not realize, my tears dropped. You know.
papa's baby elephant.
helpless baby elephant.
06.03.2008
Precious you
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